Sorry I haven’t been posting AT ALL lately. Been so busy- just a matter of putting my poems onto this site (bit time consuming) but I hope to be back and writing on here as soon as possible xxx
Just an update…
Sorry everyone, i have been really busy with revision and so forth lately so haven’t been able to upload any new poems or blogs. Once my end of year exams are over (about 5 weeks left!) i will definitely be back! Lol… i will be back. Was i the only one that read that in a weird voice? I have been working on a few poems so i have them on paper will just need to transfer. Hope you all are doing okay ❤ xxx
Smile
Stop crying in the mirror,
Smile and do not be afraid,
Because who you are shouldnt be made to change,
In our dreams we can do what we please,
But in real life it’s just one big tease.
False perceptions
Stop crying in the mirror,
Smile and do not be ashamed,
Because who you are shouldn’t be made to change.
In our dreams we can do what we please,
But in real life it is on big tease.
Society is fucked up,
Girls are supposed to be bigger than a b-cup.
All because of internet and social media,
Perception of beauty has been distorted,
Pictures are shown of girls with huge thigh gaps,
Making the goals of young teens unhealthy and crap.
That they cannot eat breakfast or lunch,
Or one will get inhumanely fat.
Man life is killing me with all these unanswered questions…
Blossom xx
So sorry i haven’t been posting in a while life has been really busy annoying and stressful lol. However i have written quite a few poems recently so when i get time i will post for you guys! Here is one of them. This may need a bit of thinking to understand but i hope you can relate! xx
Pink flowers dance on their dark brown trunks,
Trying their best to cover the depressive
brown piece of junk.
When is see blossom I see sadness,
I see the struggle they have been through,
Just to find a happy mask,
I’m surprised it doesn’t take them a year or two.
Us humans we cry in front of others,
Not because we trust them, or see them as our mothers,
But we crave attention as if it is our drug,
We want people to feel pity for us and give us a hug.
We are tricking each other and making fake friends
Ones that cannot even comprehend
When you are truly upset,
Over another family member or friend.
Live
Hiya, im not usually up at this time of night, especially not on my own but something is just not letting me sleep.
Okay so my life is great i guess, i have food on the table a shelter over my hea, a loving family and i have just been picked for the England team (squash) in may! Yet i still feel somethings missing.
Doesn’t life just get you down and leave you wondering? Do you lie conscious however dream as though you’re unconscious? Because i do, and most people probably do. But whilst i sit here telling myself to wake up and look at the positives- negativity keeps on bringing me down.
My mind is constantly nagging me about things i really shouldn’t be worried or scared about but life really is to short. We need to live it.
Whether you are 7 or 47 who cares it is time to live your life. If you are reading this- then there is still time!
Yes this sounds a hell of a lot easier than it is, and i know that, but we need to work through.
Good luck everyone, im always here for you xxx
Bye for now~ alicemae01 xxx
Strength (poem)
Strength isn’t about weight, height, muscles or power,
Strength appears in your heart.
It isn’t about how hard you get punched; or how weak you are.
It isn’t something easy to talk about,
In some cases it may bring doubt,
But when you feel fearful or very sad,
Wouldn’t it be nice if someone could just turn around?
One little nod of acception, understanding of your pain,
Would take away that grey cloud filled with rain.
Your strength can be controlled, don’t let it go.
It needs you; you need it,it belongs in you
With you.
by alicemae01~ xxx
It would be nice if there was just someone who’d turn around.
poem about imperfections (by me!)
Put down your devices and turn off your screen,
If all you see is just a big unrealistic dream,
Stop torturing yourself its just an illusion,
Stop being hypocritical once again.
When you tell your friends to chin up and don’t go straight to the end,
Think about yourself struggling,
Tell yourself to turn a bend,
Because seeing yourself like this just isn’t right.
Your not obese or too skinny,
You are a perfect human being.
Some may say there is no imperfection in this world,
But the word imperfect shows this as not being true,
Im perfect it really says,
So stop letting your figure get into your head,
Smile when you get out of bed,
Because smiling is most attractive whenever your down,
No one will disagree just listen to me,
Your beautiful
By alicemae01~ please like and share xxx
Not good enough
hi again! So this is a bit of a follow on from the last post, I hope you might be able to relate or something?!?! idk. So the others have ditched us!! Well that’s cool… for a ‘popular’ girl who has changed them so much. Meh sucks being here watching them take everything away from you that you once had with them. They always seem to be having so much fun go meee!! But this is where All American Rejects come in. They are AMAZING, ive been listening to their album move along on repeat for days- it is honestly so good and anyone can relate. From breakups to losing someone you love, from just having a bad day it is honestly one of my favourite mind resetting thingys! Schools really bad at the moment, people have changed so much and people always making you feel like you are not good enough even though EVERYONE is perfect in their own imperfect ways! I love you guys and it would be awesome for you to comment some random shit or any good music you’re into at the moment!
bye for now- alicemae01
xxx
Fake friends
Hey!! So this is my new blog thingy and so I’m just going to whine about all the ‘fake friends’ at my school. So I’ve finally got to know some people who I at first believed to call great friends. (I had had a lot of troubles in year 7,8 with finding friends and stuff. All my insecurities would always just get in the way I guess.) We seemed to be getting along really well and I made a really close friend out of the four of us in that group (i’m just going to call her Katie, for you know safety and all that gooblygoop- yes I have a habbit of making up words.) We would start to have more sleepovers (the four of us) and it would be super fun! Although me and Katie started to notice how ‘together’ they both were. If one of them couldn’t make it to whatever somehow the other one couldn’t either. It just didn’t make sense.
Time had passed and Katie and I guessed we weren’t as much a part of the group anymore. The others were having separate sleepovers and shopping sprees behind our back. We would ask them if they had a great weekend but they’d jump in and go- we just met at lakeside by accident?! I mean they were lying to our faces about stupid things.
We soon realised we weren’t getting anywhere and they seemed to be really off with us for a while. We had gathered that they didn’t want us in their group thingy or whatever. One day they suddenly burst into the hall, actually looking for us!, because a boy wanted to ask Katie out. We the went to him and there was a massive crowd and ‘James’ who wanted to ask Katie out was standing in the middle, turning bright red!
The others had suddenly taken Katie away from me into a corner and started acting like her bestfriend again. Katie looked at me as if to say, “why are they doing this?” Then we both gathered. James’s group of friends were popular and the others were popular wanna-be’s. Katie had said no to James and the next couple of days they spent by themselves again totally ditching us until we started talking to this group of boys who we were just friends with.
From then on we realised how much our friendship had meant to them and we started to back away. – Sorry gonna leave you mid sentence but I will post again tomorrow with the rest as I have school tomorrow and i’m extremely tired! Please let me know if you find these posts lame as they probably are lol
Bye for now- alicemae01
xxx
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